Cousin woke me up by trying to have sex with me
I'm not going to write one of those "We did it and it was great" stories I hear on here. This one has actually kept me up for a few days and royally freaked me out.
Background about me and my cousin in laws sister: I'm 26, kinda fattish, live with my parents, and a virgin. My cousin-in-laws sister is 32, mildly attractive, and smokes weed.
This weekend my parents held a party like they do on occasion. Lots of people come, family and friends. I never cared too much for them because I'm not a big drinker. I fell asleep kinda early and was woken up around 3 in the morning by my cousin-in-laws sister (First time I actually met her and at the time didn't even know her name.) Well, she was giving me a story about not wanting to sleep upstairs in the living room with the dogs. I told her it was kinda weird and I could swap with her if she wanted, or I could sleep on the floor. She insisted no, after a while I gave in and allowed her. Right after she laid down, she immediately put her hand on my thigh and moved to my penis. Everything happened so fast, she started sucking my penis then tried to position herself over me. Once I realized this was no joke I told her to stop and that it was really weird. She stopped, started asking some stuff I don't fully remember, told her I was a virgin, and this was way to fast and was scaring me. She left my room and came back around 20 minutes later with the same story about the dogs. She then laid back down and started sucking my penis again. I admit, I let her do this partly because I've never had a blow job before and that she might stop afterward and go to bed. Not going into detail about the bj. Anyways, after being rejected again for sex, she left my room again. Another 20 minutes pass and she came back swearing she wouldn't do anything funny, she just wanted to go to sleep. I said fine and she laid there beside me.
At this point I'm still freaking out and actually shaking. After a few minutes she took her pants off and started masturbating. She then grabbed my hand and moved it to her crotch and tried to have me finger her. After this I kinda got up and said I was leaving. She got up as well and did something odd. I swear to you she gave me words of encouragement. Said I had a great penis and any girl would be lucky to have a guy like me as their first, Then apologized blaming weed for making her horny. She left after this and never came back.
It's been two days since then, I haven't wanted to see or talk to any of my family, my cousin in laws sis left to go back home to whatever state shes from, and I'm having odd thoughts and feelings on the matter all together.