Cousin treats me like crap and acts superior ever since having kids!

Ok so here is the story. My cousin, whom has also been my best friend pretty much my entire life, has recently started acting holier than thou and treating me like crap.Im not kidding! and do you know why? because of baby rabies!...ugh. I dont like kids too much im not going to lie. but im SICK of her acting like she is better than me and all too good to be around me because she is super mom. Is this normal?? for me to feel this way and for her to behave that way? when she was perggo first time, ill be honest i wasnt happy for her. She had no job, no money, and wasnt even enagaged to her boyfriend at the time and was barely an adult (not to mention the fact i knew for sure id be left in the dust, and i was soo right). She came over and hung out and called me alot more, even after she had her baby until she got baby fever and left me in the dust. Fast forward to a little over a year ago and she was wanting to be pregnant again, was all she fraeking talked about! now that she has her second kid and is married to there father she is all lovey dovey and happy with her little "family"

Do I sound jelouse?..yeah mybe i am but its her BEHAVIOR that is the issue. Since her second kid she is all high and mighty and what is it with all mothers being over sensitive and holier than thou bitches??

first of all she claims she si too busy to come over and visit (it needs to be noted i dont got a car and no buses or taxis around here otherwise id go see her) and yet she will post pictures all the time all over FB of our other cousin and friend of hers hanging out at her house and going out to shop and eat. this other cousin and her friend have kids so naturally i think she only wants to be around other mommys. WHAT THE FUDGE IS UP WITH THAT??!! only you oh so awesome mommsy can only hang around other mommys? are you kidding? not to mention what the hell is up with moms posting pics of there hell spawns?? nobody wants to see them, they cam on your page to see YOU. Not only but si it just me or..unless your posting pics or storys about your kids NO ONE and i mean NO ONE really talk to you?? its DISGUSTING!!

But everytime i DARE mention to her that she has chanegd and not for the better and that i feel she ignores me guess what she tells me??? she tell me to grow up!! and that she doesnt have time for my hurt feelings that her kdis come first...LIKE WHAT...THE...HELL?? i mean yeah i know her kids have to come first but its like HELLOOO!! i was here WAY before you had kids and just because your a mom now doesnt mean you can shove me and my feelings aside!

also WHAT THE HELL SI WITH ALL MOMS GETTING OFFENDED IF YOU SAY SOMETHIGN TO ANOTHER MOM??

ex: I was on FB a week ago and someone has posted something that showed up on my timeline. something called " things you see differently when your a mom" and two of them on this list was "you find out you dont need those friends you once had" and another one was "you dont feel the need to keep your house clean because your love for your kids is stronger than your cleaning side"

I mean GAG much??? and so i made a comment because it fully turned my stomach and i said simply "just because your mom doesnt give you the right to cut people from your life and turn into a slob"

CAN I GET AN AMEN FELLOW KID FREE PEEPS??

anyways my cousin saw it, even though it had NOT been directed at her and she calls me out on fb for our ENTIRE family to see and tells me im pathetic and need to get a life and as if thats not bad enough??? our other cousin who has always been stuck up and is closer with her these days than i am, jumps one me as well as three of there other friends and all make me feel two inches tall and of there there nasty MOTHERS! and had to act all high and mighty like im nto as good as them because i dont have kids. RUDE MUCH?? or is it just me? and ti really hurt my feelings too. In my family you get ignored unless your married, have kids, or are exspecting kids and it hurts my feelings it really does. Why do preggo women get all special attention?? dont us who have no kids or husbands matter too????

So bottom line...am i normal for feeling this way?