Cousin attraction
This is so strange.. I know.. but ever since I was 16, I've been attracted to my older cousin. And I thought it was just me at first and tried to ignore it but it kept on continuing. And soon, I noticed he showed the same way.. he would touch my back, talk to me differently and things like that.. I thought it was just in my head now and well I got my first 'real serious' boyfriend and he was a little protective and I thought it was being a older guy cousin sort of protectivness but it wasn't.. we were alone at my graduation party and he asked me if I was happy with my boyfriend and we were the only ones who weren't drunk at the time, I said yeah and he nodded and didn't say anything for a long time. He grabbed my hand and told me he loves me.. weird? I felt the same way about him and said I love you too and we kissed.. and kissed.. and kissed.. nobody was there because we were way outside where nobody could see us (it was night) and from then on, we see each other secretly and talk and talk like we're together and kiss a little but rarely.. weird???