Correction fluid corrected me. but now?

i was very depressed from an year.
it was like a cancer in my brain.
i think a lot at that time.
so i started to huff correction fluid and became addicted to it.
i took it too much.
something happened to me now.
some cells died in my brain or something like that.
now i feel like foolishly happy all the time.
and now i don't think too much.
just enough.
i want to be like this.
now, i know that something else will change and will make it worst if i continued to take toluene to get high.

but i can't control it.
how can i control this??
please help..

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  • ieatrocksdirt

    rehab?

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  • 123help

    You should talk to your local councellor, they will be able to help you as this sounds like a pretty serious problem.

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  • crazyman143

    You have a drug addiction and you need to seek help from somebody you trust, a friend or a counselor before you further damage your brain. if you described your condition acurately than it sounds like you are in a very serious and precarious situation. You need to do whatever it takes to stop huffing before you cause permanant and irreversable damage that you will regret for the rest of your life. If you struggle with depression, or thinking too much there are other safe ways to help you with this. you're in my prayers, God Bless.

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  • FlyingSheilds

    Put water in a empty correction fluid bottle and sniff it when you get a craving, while at the same time trying to break the habit?

    fix your life

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  • regane

    The way you wrote that I thought it was a limerick, and then proceeded to read it like one....very funny

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