Control freak being taken control of.

I'm almost ashamed to say that I'm turned on by a lot of my guy friends because they're big 6 foot and over, almost 200 pound football players that are pure muscle and are really, really strong. I'm only 5'1" and 105 pounds and sometimes they mess with me by picking me up or "tossing" me around because I'm so small and "cute". I'm really turned on by this and also I fantasize about being f*cked by them. Being picked up and forced against a wall, or pinned down on the floor, or just held up in the air and having my brains f*cked out until I can't see or remember my own name. Is it normal that being dominated turns me on, even though I like to be dominate?