Constant thoughts of self harm
I used to compulsively scratch myself when I felt very stressed etc. I've now started cutting and biting myself and the thoughts of hurting myself are always seething underneath, like a sort of obsession. It's not so much the release of the pain that gets to me now - it's more the satisfaction of giving in to the nagging in my head. The thoughts are constantly there, even when nothing has triggered off the urge to cut (how it used to be.)
Now, I know that self harm isn't a healthy behaviour, but it's this constant urge that has developed that I'm bothered about. Anyone know what I'm talking about?