Constant, desperate urge to kill

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Hello. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. That's a good start, right? Ha, well, since I have these. . .voices in my head, I can't think properly, so I'm the complete opposite of pure. I have sinister urges. I want to kill and only kill. That's all I live for. Murder. I have tried to commit suicide, but I turned to homicide. I go out in the woods at night and kill animals, but my urges aren't completely fulfilled. Everyone is afraid of me, as expected; I'm a psycho. Every moment, I think about killing. Whether I'm happy or sad, or even angry. I laugh when I see people hurt badly, especially when they're bleeding. I know this isn't normal. I have no interest in relationships or sex, just killing. This. Is. Not. Normal. I am angry currently because I want to fulfill my urges without getting caught. What do I do? :)

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  • Keepsake
    7 years ago

    Just play violent video games or masturbate furiously. Sheesh.

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  • Ganondorf
    7 years ago

    Shoot yourself maybe?

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