Confused,my stright best friend
Well I'm 18 , and I'm gay and I'm not out , I have a straight best friend who have a GF but it seems he don't like her very much ,well my problem starts a few month ago my straight best friend started to kiss me on the checks and kiss my neck and grab my butt and it confusing because I started to have a crush on him and its really hard , last night I was in shower taking a bath and when I get out he came to my room and hugged me very tight from the back and bite my neck and I can feel his hard cock and I get hard well and after he see's me getting hard he looked at me and say's "are you gay or something " laughing at me and he also cuddles with me every time we see each other that's means (every day) since we known each other ,so what should I do I'm really confused
Ps:he also says your cute you have a sexy voise when you wake up and he love's me and he always says nothing can make me to hate you!