Confused about relationships.
When I'm in a relationship I feel held back and trapped with a weight on my shoulders.
When I'm not in a relationship, I seek them out and crave the companionship. When single I feel lonely and can't enjoy the bachelors life.
I thought about open relationships, but I know I'm way way to jealous for that shit,I can't deal with the thought of another guy being with my girl.
I don't know if it's I just have'nt found the right girl or what. IIN?