Confess your worst thoughts (i share mine too)

I want to kill people.

I usually just share my negative/intrusive thoughts with my fiance. We've talked about how we would murder each other & get away with it.

My worst thoughts involve obsessing about animals...like the possibility that we could hit one with the car or animals that have been hit by cars & if they were in pain. Here it's marsupials, so if you hit one you're supposed to check the pouch for babies. My fiance had to talk me out of sticking my hand up a half rotted wombat a few days ago...

I used to wanna help my friend's boyfriend cheat on her

Someone did me wrong almost twenty years ago, and I used to fantasize about sitting on a dock, looking in that person's eyes then watching that person drown with a smile on my face while calmly doing nothing to help.

murder+suicide ill never do it but it pops up in my head from time to time.

When I hold a heavy object I think about killing someone with it.

When I'm in the cluttered backroom at my job, sometimes I have to squeeze between flats, uboats, and tubs, to get to the aisle I want or I have to move them. I picture some idiot not seeing me while I'm doing that and squishing me in between the two flats while trying to get to their aisle. It would be painful as hell and I don't want that to happen, but the thought keeps popping up.

I think about having sex with most remotly attractive I see, does that count?

Me.. Whenever I see someone or even me holds a knife, butcher or anything that could literally kill someone, my mind would rush into thinking that that person holding the thing was killing me already, or neither me chopping their body to pieces haha but I just close my eyes and laugh. I know I couldn't do that ofcourse.

I wanna get a sexbot that looks like my mom from 1980

I know what times my neighbor walks his dogs. I want to leave a bit earlier then him and wait hidden in a bush on his walking trail. As he walks past I want to jump out and beat the living shit out of him without anyone seeing... This is just a thought, not saying I would ever do this, but after hearing his dogs bark for hours on end I often think these things. Not thinking of them recently because he is finally shutting the flea bags up, but yea, there was times...

The worst thing's I THOUGHT about doing: Murder, Arson, Mass-shooting's, Terrorism.

The worst things i've DONE: Random/Premeditated Assaults, Vandalism, Trespassing, Braking & Entering.

I thought it many times, I would fuck my younger sister. I several times thought to touch my penis to her body in a crowded train or bus.

Ironically I hate thieves more than anything. Can't stand people like that. I could never trust someone that steals.

That humans may be eradicated from this world
But ofc that's a dumb as shit thought AHAHAHA

Years ago when my dad was alive he was an annoying git who would do things on purpose if he knew they annoyed you and it got to the point where I wished him dead a couple of times and now that he did die late last year I feel guilty for thinking bad thoughts about him even thought I wasn't close to him when he was alive. I guess it goes to prove I do have a heart and feelings.

Worst thought? The black wall of death approaching.

Sometimes I see people and the things they do and I think.. "they ain't shit". I can be too quick to judge people who are in a selfish state of mind. I have to remind myself that just because they are momentarily less aware than I am of what they should or should not be doing from my POV doesn't necessarily make them a shitty person. It's not easy to be aware of everything all at once and sometimes I'm a selfish cunt too.

I also think about my SO fucking other bitches and it makes me mad and turned on all at once.

I sometimes think about killing myself. One bullet, in the ocean.

Back when slavery was legal.
Murder was easy to get away with.
There were low to no taxs and lots of land for the taking.
I consider what type of things I would have done.