Concerned
I am in high school, and of course i know nobody is normal at this age, so please don't tell me that. heres a few problems about myself that bug me: I have trouble sleeping, constantly. My mind will read my alarm clock wrong and i'll end up getting up several times during the course of the night because i think im late for something. I find that writing notes or reminders when i cant sleep helps me. I daydream constantly, such as i will have a conversation with someone then go off in my mind...focusing in class is hard for me. i get paranoid extremely easily, and im almost always anxious. Im fine talking to people in groups, but when i have to get up infront of a class and give a presentation, i've been know to hypervenailate. I feel depressed sometimes, but i would never hurt myself or commit suicide, because i think that's weak. But i do cry sometimes. mostly because i like feeling sorry for myself, or because im upset about school. I have a few good friends, but have trouble relating to kids my age. Basically, im just waiting to get out of highschool and past all this histrionic drama. tonight, when i was hanging out with my friend, we discussed personality disorders. So i was wondering if i had one. What i wrote previously was just a few personal observations of a couple personality flaws i was curious about, if anyone has any commentary on it, id like to hear it. thanks for your input