Clueless

it all started when i was a kid like 8 yo my cosuin who is a guy came from another country and taught me and my brother and cousin this tikling game, you had to tikle the leg until you got to you privates. i thaught this was fun and so did everyone else well after a while it became oral sex. he left aftre 2 years but we still continued to do it on each other for years, now we are 17 and still doing it but my sis 13yo cathes us and decides to join us for 5 more years then one day we all decided this was wrong and stopped. 10 years later my sister and i get into a fight she decides to tell my family what happened i am made to be a pedophile even though im not. i was immidiatly thrown out and lost my family not sure what to do with myself? should i killl myself. i tried to talk to her but no response just angry letters telling me i am going to hell

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  • fnj944

    DONT kill yourself !!!! Move on in life without them! Move on, get therapy!

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  • jasonapple

    it sounds funny. If ur sister joined in it's her fault unless you forced her. Nothing worth killing urself over.

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  • eddie97

    Whatever you do don't kill your self move to New York and find someone to marry and have 3 children and live a happy life just on hold don't resort to suicide

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  • terrifyingserenity

    if it's true...I'm sorry that this happened to you. it's hard for others to understand the effects that something like that can have on a persons mind. One day you can be happy just believe in good people and know that you never deserved this.

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  • Astinos

    Move far and in Exile and start a new life change you're name first meet some one and make family and say you're family is all dead

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  • Atussa

    I think perhaps all of you need to speak to someone professional about what happened to you as children and get to the root of how it affected all of you in your actions in later years so you can heal and move on, killing yourself will only create deeper pain in your family, before you decide anything call the Samaritans, they are 24/7, confidential and non-judgemental, you may feel alone but you don't have to be, seek help and you will find it

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