Can't stop thinking of horses
Hello I'm 22 year old male when I was younger I played with horses Barbie's my little pony and girl toys I'm was only boy and had two older sisters and one younger so I was a Tom girl growing up anyways getting older at age 15 had my first job working for an older gentleman in his barn after school I was particularly intrigued with his horses maybe because I played with them a lot and at one birthday I wished to have a real pony anyways I felt so connected with these horses I cleaned after there messes, most of the time the old man I worked for was at his house and occasionally checked on me to see how I was doing so I was alone most of the time and got real close to the horses maybe just a little to close as I was a curious kid and was experimenting with my body I rubbed up on them naked and kissed the anal and lick there tongues and I would stand on there water bucket putt some of there ointment I'm not sure what it was for nor did I care but every I applied it to my genitals the horse would lick it off and it felt nice well now I'm twenty two and I kinda put those activities out of my mind until recently I find that when I masturbating I don't enjoy it unless I think about horses or watch horse porn online aka national geographic type horse mating material I don't have girlfriend or wife so I go out and bang whores on the streets but when having intercourse I have to thing of horse anal and memories from my past come up I'm getting tired of only enjoying sex if horses are in the scene can anyone help with this problem or have advice on how I can enjoy my experiences without a pony involved thank you I appreciate those who will help