Can't control thoughts?
Sometimes I want to think something. But that something goes wrong in my head. It then becomes impossible to think what I wanted to in the first place.
For example. Back in school I used to like this girl. So one day I was daydreaming that I'm riding my bike very slowly beside her so that we're "walking" together. But I always get a few seconds in before my mind has me tipping over on my bike. I just can't seem to stay on.
I also have (mild?) ocd, where I keep checking if my door is locked. So when I try to imagine in my head that turning the knob and pushing will NOT open the door, instead I keep imagining that it WILL open.
I just can't seem to get my mind to think what I want. Normal?