Bulllying regrets

Idk what to say because this problem is about six years ago. Its goes like this, when I'm in primary school I have a friend and one day I bullied him. I taught it was for fun but its got worst. I don't mean to bullied him. After that, he doesn't want to talk to me again and avoided me. I felt guilty so much. Its almost 7 years and I and my family has moved house and I have lost contact with him. I'm depressed so much and my life geting worst because I felt the need to apologize for the thing I does to him. I'm very very depressed, I have anxiety disorder, I got bullied in secondary school. Thats make me felt very dumb. I think I've been cursed because this thing and I maybe deserved that.*crying*

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  • IrishPotato

    Your regrets and guilt are punishment enough, but I'm sure they've lived through it.

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    • I'm also think so. Thanks

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  • JustMolly

    Before you can expect to be forgiven from someone else you need to forgive yourself. How can you expect to be forgiven if you can't even forgive yourself? If the person you bullied doesn't forgive you, that's their choice. It's the victims own obstacle to get over. Sad, but true.

    The best thing you can do is learn from your past and move on. You can't change the past, but you can sure as hell learn from it.

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    • Thanks bro. I'm trying to forgive myself. Yeah its true that I should learn from the past. I'm try to forget it.

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      • JustMolly

        Don't forget it happened though, that's not how you learn from the past. Instead, remember it happened and use it as motivation to become a better person.

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        • Ah, okay. Thanks man, I'll try it.

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  • It’s okay. Don’t be so hard on yourself.

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    • Yeah but I still can't forget it. Anyway thanks.

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  • MasterChives

    Ah don't worry about it brah!

    One day track this person down and say sorry or something.

    Not my style though..

    I would track them down and finish them off.. Permanantly..

    So that would mean i would not have to worry about their feelings..

    Although I would worry about getting caught and going to jail..

    Im so super r*peable!

    I mean sometimes I r*pe myself.. Can't get enough...

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    • Hmmm, I don't get it but I think it work tho. Sure I will track him some day and finnish it off.. Thanks

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