Brainwashed by sissy videos

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One day while I was jacking it I was looking at my cum and wondered what does that taste like? I of course could not bring myself to do it so I looked on the internet to find ways of trying it. I came across a video that said something like “eating cum, beginners start here” and I watched it. The video turned me on cause it was a bunch of videos of girls eating cum but I didn’t pay much attention to what the background voices were saying. I kept watching and watching and watching different “CEI” videos and every time I would cum in my own mouth. After this I started watching Cock worship videos and anal training and this led me to putting almost half of a cucumber into my ass, jacking off into my face while there was already cum in my mouth. I am trying my best to stop this shit and I haven’t done anything fucked up like this in about 2 weeks. Is there any hope for me to turn back into a real man? Where can I get help?

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  • curious-bunny
    5 years ago

    Obce you walk those steps you can never turn back. One of 3 things happens when you see sissy/trans stuff, you go gross as option one, option to is fuv k yea I wana fuck her. And option 3 is I want to be her. Once that door opens you never go back

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  • BleedingPain
    5 years ago

    As long as youre not a sex addict, I literally see nothing wrong with jacking off in your face/mouth to sissy porn.

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  • SKDM007
    5 years ago

    it was probably fake cum those girls were drinking

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  • aresh1997
    5 years ago

    That's how I got into using and sucking on dildos my girlfriend knows about this and she loves to peg me i too like it now she wants me to try the real thing which I am soon going to try if you love it then don't think but you don't then stop right now

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  • TheMightyOz
    5 years ago

    Why don't you stop for a while? The farther you go, the harder it will be to turn back. Remember that you can still be a real man. There's no way that I can be real. My cock is permanently disabled through no fault of my own. Don't be like me. I am just pathetic.

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  • Lestat565
    5 years ago

    We grow into our sexuality we don’t grow out of it. There’s nothing wrong with what your doing. Enjoy it don’t repress it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    5 years ago

    Why stop if you enjoy it?

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    • [Old Memory]
      5 years ago

      because he wants to be a man

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      • [Old Memory]
        5 years ago

        A man is not afraid of nor ashamed of his sexuality.

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        • [Old Memory]
          5 years ago

          Says you

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      5 years ago

      Ii get a massive feeling of, this is not me, I’m only doing this because the normal porn I watch is boring. Do you get it?

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      • [Old Memory]
        5 years ago

        Absolutely! Just please don’t think you’re any less of a man if it’s something you enjoy and gives you pleasure! I wish you the best!

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        • aresh1997
          5 years ago

          Yup please don't think you enjoy this keep doing it it's awesome 😋

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