Boudoir sex toys and a husband, iin?
I am a 26 year old black female with a child. Since I had my baby about four years ago, I had a fat stomach like I am maybe 2 or three months along. I am active physically and I can do a lot of sit ups, but while I am stronger in the stomach area, it still is big AND i often have to suck it in when taking pictures or wearing certain outfits. I also have fat thighs and a big ass with a dimple in my right ass cheek.
Despite my imperfections, I like to go to Cindy's and buy outfits which I like and try them on. I decided to take some boudoir photography photos along with a few artistic nude pics. The guy also does retouching and such but once I saw the photos,I didn't want any retouching despite my stomach size or acme scars. brought 30 of the shots and had them put into black books so that I could give them to my husband whenever I meet him. But my question is, is all of that (the lingerie picking, taking nude photographs,and...even playing with sex toys) something I should just keep to myself? Do you think that any guy who is the marrying kind and how wants a normal relationship with children while accept me doing what I did and actually liking it?