Bored of everything
ok, recently i stopped taking drugs. i used to smoke weed fairly frequently and it became something of an obsession..so for that last week and a half i haven't smoked...
i have to say i havent missed being high, except for one thing...everything in my life is sooo boring now.
seriously i cant think of anything that i really or even mildly want to do... nothing interests me.
before i started smoking i had loads of stuff to keep me busy...computer games, reading, magazines, making flash movies, making websites, photoshopping pictures to make them funny... a myriad of things to do. All of which were really interesting at the time and i couldn't wait to do all of them..all the time...
now just the thought of doing some of those things gives me a headache and i'm overcome with a huge loss of motivation and then just end up wondering around the house doing nothing all day..
its really frustrating and tbh im angry writing this now because im not quite expressing the extent of the problem...its driving me crazy. im beginning to feel like i might be bored of my own life even..
by the way...i dont have this problem on drugs, which is why ive just sent a text to my dealer, i cant take this any more.