Boises in my head

Not too long ago everyone started calling me gay i dont even pay attention to it but in my head is a constat repetition that will not stop at all. I have become an enemy to all of them because this is how they make me feel.

This started not too long ago it all started with dreams. In my first dream i was watching a video that involved searching for an in danger species of snake, it was said that that was one of that last ones there where ppl searching for it and all of this took place in alcatras. Alcatras was half way sunken when all of this was happening in my dream. The video kept on going and i saw the person who was searching for the snake out of no where i became that person and i was in alcatras looking for the snake. I was already inside and going up some stairs when i saw that there was no where els to go to my left there it was like half of the room collapse on the other the right the room was intact, since there was no where to go i went down there was an specific sing on the wall i cant remember it but the snake i was looking for came out of that sing it was big enough for me to want to go back upstairs it was crossing the path to go down. I went up and i encounter to shadows a girl and a boy they started dancing and singing around me i got dizzy and i fell from the left side of the room. When i fell at the bottom there was a tube i fell on to the tube with my right eye landing and it crosses my skull, at the same time that i was going to hit the tube i detached from the body and became a floating thing like a spirit. The girl shadown looked at me and with a diferen face and a agessive attitude yelled "what are you staring at!" Jumped in to another dream when that took place. The second dream i had that same night took place at my old house my two sister where there my nephew and marcos my sister husband we had argued bact the when we lived at that house since its all related ill go ahead and tell you about it. I had bought a pet bitzy a female pit/boxer mix one aye brow one eye blue he wanted a dog too he went and boutg one but just because he imitates what other ppl do. One night my nephew fell down while he was running the pet he had gotten came out from the garage and was liking him to calm him down marcos saw that the pet was there and his son crying immediately he thought "the pet" with no hesitation he grabbed picked it up and trew him back in to the garage. The dog was criying and i took him in to the room where his sister was. I told him and since he was bigger that me at thet time i called the cops just to teach him a lesson about animal abuse of course i would of reacted the way he did if i was him at that moment. After he gave the pet away that same night and told his friend that he was going to get me once i come out from school i heard it all. So that how that part ends and the dream comense the dream took place at my house like. I was sitting down and marcos was in his room i was out side with my two sister and my nephew i heard that they where planing to kill me, i also heard marcos talking to him self in the room or to someone els he went to the bathroom and took a dump with what he had desposed a person came out wille all that happened i was prepering my self for the worse my sister holding a niddle in her hand i started putting black bags under her my plan was to kill them before the killed me the person came out and started talking i forgot most of what he said but this he was trying to warn me about something then when he finishe talking he said this. "This is your house and with your permition i will now leave." I responded "yea go ahead" he said can i turn on the trash grinner on i said yes he turn it on and hes words where this "descompuesto soy descompuesto me onvertire" he raise his hand he was going to put his hand in when i yelled to stop. I told him to go away and long terms and once he left marcos came out of the room with a knife i ran out side he followed me some how i managed to knock the knife out of his hands i grabed the knife and before he could get up from the ground i cut both his nee so that i wouldnt do something bad. I ran out jumped through the neighbors Windows and layed on the bed tired from what had happened there was a video game console i turned it on and there was a movie playing, the movie stoped the tv turned black and the devil showed up on the tv wearing a black suit and red tie with hornd red face and a bear like a horn as well he said something like "you dont know me but you will" he walked away saying follow me I unplugged the tv and console and woke up. I ran into my sister that day in the morning and ever since then they all started calling me gay. And all the words similar to that not only people i knew but strangers too. My dad always said we had powers but never took interest in what he said untill a couple of weeks ago. Since everyone called me that and me being stubborn and careless i was sitting meditating you could say in front of the armed recruiting forces in seaside and told my self "i guess ill see jesus personally. it was then when i heard, "dont!, that will only take you to perdition" then he "told me come and Bow down to me" i went to cruch i was sitting in the car and he said "come to me" i asked is the door even open?" He respondes "yes" i went the door was closed but it was unlocked i went in and sat down it was 20 minutes before work i sat the and we had a conversation i asked some things he responded with the answers i asked if he could take what i had that everyone called me gay for he loughed and said "yes" i asked will you he responded that i had to do somethings before one was confece wich was what i didnt do but i will soon, and more questions and answers the question i really wanted to be responded was "why am i able to hear peoples thoughts and talk to them through that?" He said that it was a gift since i wasnt able to speak. Now i can hear people talk to them get a response through theid body language but not their boises like if they are hearing but they dont wanna answer some do like my cousins girlfriend, my cousin him self said he heard it too but he told his girl not me, also my manager and other ppl i dont want this because they can see through out my memory and i am able to delete people's memories but my head hurts a lot when i do that ive only done it once and i cousnt stand the pain im not saying i dont want this i just dont have control over it and its. I just got the answer to this gift while writing this i will now post this belive in god his real and powerful he is always there for us even if we have gone through though phases in life he know everything ans can help you out thank you and if you are doubtful because what i say may seem unreal its okay i would probably think you are crazy too

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