Bisexual after lover's death?

It's been about a year since my significant other took her life. With my age to be twenty now in less of a month, I've turned to here to see if what I'm feeling now is normal.

When I had witnessed her passing, I fell into a sexual depression. Nothing sex-related had any meaning to me anymore ; Even the things that I used to 'enjoy' most were mediocre and no longer arousing. I considered seeing a doctor about it, but.. I held off on seeking professional help. I'm sure that It was very arrogant on my part to ignore the pain I felt, but It was the course of action that I took. Fast-forward about eight months, 'The spark' returned.. But I started looking to men, more, than women. Previously, I had a firmly straight sexual orientation, and would have never of looked to the same sex for sating urges.

Is this normal?

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Comments ( 3 )
  • Nickvey

    too bad you had someone kill themselves ever wonder why they did that?

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  • DenzelCurry

    That's just you losing hope.

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  • Ratmanwakes

    No. It's weird. The lean towards fagdom starts at an early age. A fag is usually born that way. You have a clear case of mental illness. Brought on by deep depression. You desperately need help son. Get it before it's too late. Or you'll be sucking cock before October.

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