Bisexual after lover's death?
It's been about a year since my significant other took her life. With my age to be twenty now in less of a month, I've turned to here to see if what I'm feeling now is normal.
When I had witnessed her passing, I fell into a sexual depression. Nothing sex-related had any meaning to me anymore ; Even the things that I used to 'enjoy' most were mediocre and no longer arousing. I considered seeing a doctor about it, but.. I held off on seeking professional help. I'm sure that It was very arrogant on my part to ignore the pain I felt, but It was the course of action that I took. Fast-forward about eight months, 'The spark' returned.. But I started looking to men, more, than women. Previously, I had a firmly straight sexual orientation, and would have never of looked to the same sex for sating urges.
Is this normal?