Bf went to jail bc of me last night

so to follow up with the post that was made last night about my boyfriend kicking me out and locking me out with all of my stuff inside...
I managed to get in with a key that I had. he was just in bed trying to sleep, like tf. i mostly blocked everything out bc it was a lot but he kept spitting on me, calling me a bitch, cunt, said I was retarded and how my psychology degree won't help me in the long run, said my sister was smarter than me and said how he envied me bc my dad owns his own business and how his parents are only employees.

then, after all the spitting, he kept trying to pick me up, threw me outside a bunch and just kept touching me. I forget exactly what set him off to do this, but he choked me. 10 seconds with two hands. I ended up telling my sister about this (which was a mistake) and she ended up calling my mom and I guess my mom called the police.

the police came and they separately questioned us. I told them about the fighting and about the choking. I guess my bf ever denied choking me (of course) long story short they had him arrested. he called me about an hour later and ASKED IF I COULD BAIL HIM OUT. obviously, I said no. and that was that.

around 2 am he called me from his house, I guess his mom bailed him out. he started yelling and yelling at me calling me a scum bag and a horrible person for telling police he did that. the last thing he said to me before I hung up was, "if I saw on the news that u died I would laugh" and then around 4 am he called again and apologized. he felt really bad, and we both were crying. because now we really can't be together. I wish I didn't tell the cops about what had happened, I wish I didn't text my sister bc now I sent my bf to jail and he might go to jail for even longer if they find him guilty.

he called me a few more times throughout today, a lot of it was him crying say how he wanted to be with me and how he's going to miss me. it felt sincere. he's not someone to beat women up, he just has anger issues. he said he's going to get a therapist.

it sucks because from now on ill never get to see him. we want to try to be friends, but we can't be together. my mom forbids me from seeing him and his mom said that if he gets back together with me shell disowns him. I just hate that I did this, even if he did hurt me, I'm fine. I just miss him. and I don't think I'll ever get over him. to me I lost a good thing. and I know most people just see the bad in him, but I see good STILL. I just love him, he is my best friend