Best friend still on my mind
This is my third post about my situation with this guy. My previous post was here:
https://www.isitnormal.com/post/i-m-still-thinking-about-my-best-friend-285778
There have been some sad new developments since. I will pick up from where i left off. I had an opportunity to possibly see my best friend who i am obsessed with recently. As i mentioned in my previous post, i am monitoring all facebook and other things related to him and the church he goes to. We are both catholic and he is a 4th degree knight of colombus. We go to diffrent churches on the same area. I got a notification from his church's facebook page about a special event that i thought he might attend. It was on August 12. I could see who was interested in going and his mother was on there. Sadly since then facebook has fucked up and i cannot see who goes to any public event anymore unless they are friends with me. With the information i had before this i decided to go to the event. His mother and my mother were facebook friends at that time. I went there and hovered around the parking lot until i found his mother. I asked about him and she said he wasn't there but that i could talk to her after mass. We talked and she willingly gave me most of the information i wanted to know. I found out that he isn't going back to college yet but that he was in town at that time. I tried calling him but the number wasn't in service. His mother said that she didnt have her phone and didn't know his new number and i believed her. She seemed happy to see me. She said that she would tell my friend to call me but this never happened. I was used to looking at his mother's account daily. The next day her account disappeared from the search bar on facebook and my mother's friends list. I have a fake account and i checked it and it was still there. There were no traces on my end but on the fake account it was still there! She must have blocked us. What a backstab! She was happy to see me and then she goes and does this!!! Why would she fake her feelings and not just tell me the truth? I found out my friend's new phone number through a diffrent person. I called it. There were 2 rings and then voicemail but it hadn't been set up yet. I tried calling through google voice and my home phone. There were more rings but still no answer. I can't believe this happened. There is no explination for his mother's and his behavior. If they have a problem with me they can tell me to my face without ghosting and ignoring me. I have nonverbal learning disorder and i need to be told these things directly! I know that they will be at the next youth festival in march and now i plan on going to confront them and get closure. I told me therapist and he gave me his offical condolences on the loss of this friendship. I still don't know what happened. I never told my best friend all these feelings so how could he know?! All i can do now is wait until march 21 unless i hear any other news through his other friends. I will still use my fake account to monitor his mother. Stranglely I'm not depressed but I'm just shocked. If all this is true then i have 0 real friends again. I can't belive good cathloics would do this to me without an explination.