Based on this information, do you think i am normal or weird?

This is going to sound really weird, and I have never told anyone about this but I have thought of some weird stuff! I constantly have rape fantasies and sex fantasies, with like the strangest of people. I always have crushes on the rapists and killers in movies and television (Henry from Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer, Krug from Last House on the Left, Marko from A Serbian Film). I'm a teenager and only like older guys, not people my age. I also really enjoy watching extreme violence and movies that normally disturb people don't disturb me like Irreversible, A Serbian Film, and Ichi the Killer. Whenever someone gets killed on the news or some random person is crying, I'm indifferent and don't even care. I have about 5 friends, and am kind of awkward. Also, I constantly talk to myself as if talking to another person... I don't mean to be an attention seeker, but do you think I'm strange, or is this normal?

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  • (s)aint

    There's a thing called rape-play . Just find a consensual person for this and sort your limits out and then go nuts!

    As long as you are not planning to actually hurt other people you are fine.

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    • jc25

      Equal and moderately submissive/dominant sex can be extremely hot too, and I'm not effeminate, but as long as I can't get a disease and she doesn't look completely like a man, a large woman under 60 acting like she's "raping" my penis would be so hot. Maybe she's heavy enough that I can at least suspend disbelief that she could force orgasm on me from the sheer weight of her body, rendering me helpless to (I weigh 125).

      1. But she better let me hug her during orgasm and until I'm horny again.

      2. And no physical or verbal resisting (I want it duh, why would I try to move away? Maybe 1-3 times only if it didn't feel "real" enough).

      3. And no abuse, maybe mild ("oh yeah, you like that(!, don't you?/! You submissive man!)") but that should just be acting.

      Is that still rape-play?

      And I would like to see what this is like with my limbs tied to the bed but I don't trust her until I've lived with her for months or more probably years. As soon as she ties your last limb to the bed she could get a knife and pull out your organs and I can't even take 0.2 seconds of blood drawing feeling.

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  • kelili

    I won't say normal. Maybe you're just into one of those strange phases teenagers sometimes go through. I have rape fantasies.

    I think that you want to be seen as weird, that's the weirdest part.

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  • ScooterNyne

    Lol you sound just like someone I know. Pretty normal. Everyone is a freak deep down inside. Just be careful with those rape fantasies.

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