Based on this information, do you think i am normal or weird?
This is going to sound really weird, and I have never told anyone about this but I have thought of some weird stuff! I constantly have rape fantasies and sex fantasies, with like the strangest of people. I always have crushes on the rapists and killers in movies and television (Henry from Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer, Krug from Last House on the Left, Marko from A Serbian Film). I'm a teenager and only like older guys, not people my age. I also really enjoy watching extreme violence and movies that normally disturb people don't disturb me like Irreversible, A Serbian Film, and Ichi the Killer. Whenever someone gets killed on the news or some random person is crying, I'm indifferent and don't even care. I have about 5 friends, and am kind of awkward. Also, I constantly talk to myself as if talking to another person... I don't mean to be an attention seeker, but do you think I'm strange, or is this normal?