Attraction to elder ladies

i am very much attarcted to elder ladies espeially more than 40 years of old, I use to have sex with almost all elder ladies of my office and our locality very secretly.

I have a special habit thta, I fuck them only once, after the first fuck, I never approached them and I will search for another one.

I fucked arround 60 ladies now all more than 40 years old. ONly the lady I fucked less than 40 years is my wife she is same age as me.

Please tell me wheather I am normal or not