Attempting suicide over my ex girlfriend

So let me start off with I'm not suicidal anymore. But anyways here is my story, I was dating a girl a while back and we dated for roughly a year 1/2 & so she ended up leaving me for "School / Boy". So I got really depressed obviously & so I tried several ways of suicide, but I failed on all three off them. Anyways I can't help but to feel like I went to far with suicide but "I really cared about this girl" and tried everything I could to make her happy and nothing I did worked. Hell I would ride my bike to her every other day and give her a flower to see if she would smile but alas, no smile. So after she left me I couldn't help but to feel like I "couldn't ever make a girl happy or even like me". So what I guess my question here is "Was it normal to react how I did?"
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50% Normal
Based on 2 votes (1 yes)
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  • mypenisinyourmouth

    What if people tell you that this is not normal? Will you try and change yourself? Why would you do that?

    She will eventually realise that you were the best thing that she has lost. And she will be miserable.

    You are a good guy. That means that you are a safe guy. The kind of guy that women would marry because women would be safe and looked after by your type.

    Women don't want that though. We want bad men. Men who are bad for us. Because it feels exciting in a sick and twisted way.

    I'm sorry but women are childish. Even if we want you to believe otherwise. We eventually mature at age 33. When most of the looks have faded away and the struggles we had can be seen on the face. Then a woman would want a guy like you. A safe guy.

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    • Lary

      Thank you a lot

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