Attempting suicide over my ex girlfriend
So let me start off with I'm not suicidal anymore. But anyways here is my story, I was dating a girl a while back and we dated for roughly a year 1/2 & so she ended up leaving me for "School / Boy". So I got really depressed obviously & so I tried several ways of suicide, but I failed on all three off them. Anyways I can't help but to feel like I went to far with suicide but "I really cared about this girl" and tried everything I could to make her happy and nothing I did worked. Hell I would ride my bike to her every other day and give her a flower to see if she would smile but alas, no smile. So after she left me I couldn't help but to feel like I "couldn't ever make a girl happy or even like me". So what I guess my question here is "Was it normal to react how I did?"
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