As a woman, is it normal to imagine myself as a male crossdresser?

I was born a woman but my whole life I've felt like I'm male but I like dressing up as a woman. One time I wore boxers under a long skirt and I felt so whole it was amazing. When I'm feeling my most masculine I like to play-act female gender performance and feel feminine sexual power. But it always feels like something external to me, like a pretty hat I can take off. It's fun to wear but under it all I am still a man. Except I was born a woman? I don't like looking like a man (I have a androgynous figure and a masculine face) always either, because it feels like I'm not succeeding my goal to be man who looks like a woman. Am I trans or do gender experiences transcend cultural binaries?

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Based on 8 votes (3 yes)
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  • ThatGayBitch

    Same thing happens to me.
    Since i was a kid i always liked traditional femenine things like idk wearing my cousin's heels and dresses and stuff but it felt more like a performance than it being my actual self. I also am afab, but i think i might be non-binary or even transmasc.
    I think we both just wanna b a femboy dude

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  • Meowypowers

    I wouldn't but you do you.

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  • CheeseAndOnionCondom

    You sound like a regular gender nonconformist to me

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  • 1WeirdGuy

    Congrats if thats your thing you are living in the perfect day and age. Theres a whole community for that.

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