Are there more people who can relate to this?

I phrased this question differently because I already know that it isn’t normal, but I’ve never heard of anyone with this exact preference before. I’ve heard similar things but not quite exactly my own opinion shared. But here’s a little back story to help you understand:

I went through puberty at ten years old. I knew what was happening, I had heard it joked about on tv, and I knew that it was expected of me to be interested in naked women, and while I don’t recall actually looking it up, I was also big into 80s slasher movies at the time, and I recall seeing breasts for the first time in the original Halloween (funnily enough, since it was R rated I thought I was doing something illegal by watching it on my own). Throughout time I would see more nudity and more partial nudity (like bikinis) and slowly I began to realize something: I really was not getting anything from nudity. I enjoyed seeing girls in bikinis, but I never could get into girls totally naked. But through this I came across a lot of cpr videos (many from the tv show Baywatch) and slowly I began to realize I really liked seeing girls Unconscious/sleeping/fainting/pretending to be dead. At the time I didn’t know about the word “fetish”, but that’s essentially what I had, an Unconscious fetish.

When people talk about porn, I try to think of some of the videos I watch online that feature girls in this position (whether it be staged or from a movie or tv show or whatever) and I wonder if my watching of these counts as watching porn, as it’s not even always intentionally arousing. I personally don’t really like private parts, nor am I grossed out by them, I’m just indifferent. I’m hoping I won’t sound like too much of a weirdo.