Are my views on black people normal?
I'm a realist who can admit that white people and black people (or any race) DO have differences. Physically and culturally. You can tell your heritage from your bones.
I have been called racist before, but because I use terms like 'black' instead of 'African America' (I don't see you calling me German-American Indian-French-Canadian. I feel if you were born in America you are just 'American'. We needn't list our ancestry) and that I don't believe in things like the National Negro College Fund or Affirmitive action. All races should get college money and we should get jobs based on skill. I also find it amusing when I brought up a theoretical 'National Caucasian college fund' it was deemed EXTREMELY racist.
I will call out things that are 'reverse' discrimination that favors black people over everything else. Basically, I hold everyone to the exact same standards. It's gotten me in trouble with my mostly black college peers, but I wont sugarcoat my opinions. No one race should be favored. And if you don't want me to use a word, don't use it yourself.
Honestly I don't see myself as racist. If I see a bunch of mean looking black guys I'll cross the street as fast as I would if I seen a bunch of mean looking white guys. I'll make race jokes at ANY race, and I believe that some stereotypes exist for a reason. Mostly because you're more likely to remember the loud, saggy panted, 'thug life' black guy then you are the quiet and respectable black guy. Same with any race, nationality, etc.
However, I do think of black people as being more racist. I've been called 'Cracker' more times than I can count. But I've never made an argument about race. Infact, I outline the history of the word 'Cracker'. It comes from the word 'Whipcracker' referring back to the slavery days when they were whipped. And that makes ME racist. And it's been assumed, multiple times, that I am avoiding talking to black people because I'm racist. I'm just a quiet girl who doesn't talk much outside of class and enjoys reading in public places.
So, am I 'normal' or 'racist'?