Are my thoughts normal?

I'm a 13-year-old female who has never thought of being a lesbian my entire life until now. When I was younger and heard that there were people out there that are gay, I always thought nothing of it, other than that it was weird.

Now, I'm going to go ahead and say my opinion on all of this gender/sexuality LBGT shit that's going on in the world right now, so when you comment, do not argue against my opinion. I'm simply putting it down so you know the details and can tell me if I'm bisexual or not.

I believe there are 3 sexualities and two genders (sexes). A lot people in the LGBT community absolutely disgust me with all of their fandom shit, weird fetishes, and bullshit genders. I don't support people who are bisexual/homosexual (unless I know them personally), but I don't mind them and I accept them as long as they are a good person inside, like anyone else.

I am not attracted to members of the same sex, but I've noticed that I am also not really attracted to members of the opposite sex as much as I used to be (though maybe it's because I'm more mature and not freaking out over every guy I see).

Sometimes, I feel like I have OCD, since people suffering from it are sometimes constantly questioning their sexuality when they are not actually gay.

I have a mom and a dad that I live with (as well as an 18-year-old sister), and the only family troubles I have is when my dad sometimes drinks too much alcohol.

Most of my friends are straight, though like two are bisexual, and my cousin is apparently a pansexual transgender (which I do not like, but I don't say anything about it).

The point I'm trying to make is that I always obsess over questioning my sexuality, when I know I am not homosexual. Here and there I might think a girl is cute, but I am no way attracted to that person, but those thoughts could be from OCD. Sometimes I have irrational random thoughts that pop into my head unwillingly.

I don't believe I have any family members suffering from OCD or anything similar. I've also never been tested for any phsychological disorders, but I'm convinced I don't have any.

I do not wish to be even the slightest bit homosexual.

I just think a lot. Tell me what you think.

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Comments ( 10 )
  • lundi

    You don't have to force yourself to come to an answer. You're not in a hurry, are you? So why not just let things flow naturally. One day the answer will show itself.

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  • DyroneIII

    It's very normal to question your sexuality at your age. I did the same thing. I would constantly question myself as well, but you will grow out of it as I did.

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  • yingvsyang

    Maybe you are just homophobic.

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    • BlueAngel115

      Eh, I probably am a bit

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  • sandnigga

    Theres a difference between thinking something is cute SOCIALLY, and then theres SEXUALLY.

    Some people confuse the two, and think they're the same thing.

    Which they are not lol.

    As long as you find a girl cute socially your good ;)

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    • BlueAngel115

      Alright, I definitely don't think they're cute sexually

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      • sandnigga

        then your completely good ;)

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  • kasaikitsune12

    I would never think of being gay

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    • BlueAngel115

      Well nowadays when you go online people shove it down your throat and there's like no day where I'm not surrounded by that shit especially since I see my "pansexual transgender" cousin a lot so I guess it just disrupts my normal pattern of thinking

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      • kasaikitsune12

        i know seriously

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