Are my thoughts normal?
I'm a 13-year-old female who has never thought of being a lesbian my entire life until now. When I was younger and heard that there were people out there that are gay, I always thought nothing of it, other than that it was weird.
Now, I'm going to go ahead and say my opinion on all of this gender/sexuality LBGT shit that's going on in the world right now, so when you comment, do not argue against my opinion. I'm simply putting it down so you know the details and can tell me if I'm bisexual or not.
I believe there are 3 sexualities and two genders (sexes). A lot people in the LGBT community absolutely disgust me with all of their fandom shit, weird fetishes, and bullshit genders. I don't support people who are bisexual/homosexual (unless I know them personally), but I don't mind them and I accept them as long as they are a good person inside, like anyone else.
I am not attracted to members of the same sex, but I've noticed that I am also not really attracted to members of the opposite sex as much as I used to be (though maybe it's because I'm more mature and not freaking out over every guy I see).
Sometimes, I feel like I have OCD, since people suffering from it are sometimes constantly questioning their sexuality when they are not actually gay.
I have a mom and a dad that I live with (as well as an 18-year-old sister), and the only family troubles I have is when my dad sometimes drinks too much alcohol.
Most of my friends are straight, though like two are bisexual, and my cousin is apparently a pansexual transgender (which I do not like, but I don't say anything about it).
The point I'm trying to make is that I always obsess over questioning my sexuality, when I know I am not homosexual. Here and there I might think a girl is cute, but I am no way attracted to that person, but those thoughts could be from OCD. Sometimes I have irrational random thoughts that pop into my head unwillingly.
I don't believe I have any family members suffering from OCD or anything similar. I've also never been tested for any phsychological disorders, but I'm convinced I don't have any.
I do not wish to be even the slightest bit homosexual.
I just think a lot. Tell me what you think.