Are my reasons for not wanting to become a nurse normal?
I don't want to be a nurse. I used to want to be one. In fact, my first year of college was dedicated towards the nursing prereqs. But after a while, I decided not to pursue nursing. 1) Because of the market. They say it's a nursing shortage in the U.S. but from all the articles I've read, there is not. I actually heard that there was an over saturation in the field. So that was discouraging. 2) It seems like everyone and their mother wants to be a nurse now. I am a very "not wanting to be a part of the norm" person and nursing seems wayyyyyy too common now. I don't hate nursing. I think it's a great career and I'll always feel something for it but I don't think it's for me... Since I decided not to become a nurse, I went into the EMT basic program, I just recently passed the NREMT-B and paid for my license to practice and now I am starting the Paramedic program. EMS is lovely. And I loved my experiences that I had during my clinicals... But I still want to further my education... and my career. Right now, I'm stuck between Physician Assistant and Doctor. I want to be a PA but the only thing that worries me about that career is the uncertainty of a future... There are still so many people clueless about the PA career... And because of it, it seems like people don't trust PAs as they would a nurse or a doctor... I don't want to go through PA school just to find out that I can't get hired because employers and patients feel that, as a PA, I'm not competent enough to do the job. And there is this thing with PAs vs. NPs and how NPs are trying to take a lot jobs from PAs and even Physicians because they want to be doctors and whatever without actually going through a Med school which I think is ridiculous. I want to believe that that's not true but I've read my fair share of articles and forums stating such... Smh. The thing that kind of discourages me from becoming a doctor is the HUGE responsibility and the time I may not be able to spend with my family. I'd love to call my own shots. But I want to be able to live and spend time with my family. Plus, I don't want to have to deal with fighting with insurance companies and the government and lawsuits. And I guess another big reason is... I don't think I'm smart enough for Med school... =/ Not saying I wouldn't try. I was thinking about applying to both PA and Med school to kind of see which one would accept me. I currently have a 3.64 gpa and I'm working on getting some healthcare experience, which is kind of why I decided to go into EMS...
Anyway, I don't know what to do or what to pick... I still have a few years to decide but I just want to make up my mind now.