Anyone...help :(
All my life I thought I couldn't wait till I was an adult and life would be awesome. I guess it's just a dream then, I'll be 18 in 3 days as of June 28. All I can think about is how big of a joke my life has been! Im a guy who's almost 18 I really have any close friends never kissed a girl I can talk straight because I always talk too fast and no one understands me. I realize my life is paradise for some people but I don't like my life :( I just want to drive away and never come back, a lot of my small town is the same and the only person I want to talk to is 1000 miles away across the country! This girl is the only one I think understands me and she sees the world like no one else does :( I want to travel the world and figure out my problems first at hand. So if anyone can help me in anyway it would be awesome before I go crazy :/