Any nerds out there experienced a horrible teen to adult year looking

I'm so ashamed of my life it's unbearable! Things I have done are....

1. Could not get any girls to like me because I was so shy and nerdy and I only liked games. So they picked on me and my life was such he'll in high school I could barely take it. I finally turn 18 and and I'm still a loser and a virgin. So at age 19 I begin going to the gym and I workout for 2 years while staying at home with mom and going to school. Age 22 still no girlfriend and I have went from a nerdy looking guy to a handsome beast with a model type body. I finally decide to see a escort and can't cum so my life got so much worse. I finally see another escort and I cum for the first time I was so happy. After that I continued to see escorts for months until I finally quit and said to he'll with everything in life. Then Out of no where I meet this beautiful asian women and we have sex everyday now. I am in shock and I kept asking myself for the first month is this real is there truly happiness out there for me after all these years? She tells me I am so handsome and that I should model and it's so refreshing to hear her say that after kids in school would call me ugly and torture me. Anyone else experienced this. God the only thing that kept me alive was my closest nerdy friends and to this day they still in my life good guys man.