Anxiety and self destruction
i have anxiety for so long , whenever i wanted to do something that requires talking to people or presenting myself i had to stutter , tremble and choke on words , my heart beated so fast that i felt like falling down , now im 25 years old , looking for a job i have not bad qualifications but i can never get myself something from that
everytime i screw up job interviews because anxiety comes in the way
i tried online courses to deal with anxiety i really did my best
i dunno what to do
i hate myself , i wish i didnt exist