Another soft boy post again

I am enjoying this newfound comfort. I REALLY REALLY hope I can live near a girl I trust and be so soft with her, it would mean EVERYTHING to finally do this and have life be one continuous uninterrupted ME!!!!

Today I feel like I am myself only when being sexual of all things, and who would have guessed this?? As I have an incredible kink for female dominance I also am very dominant myself or rather uninhibited, all of my confidence concentrates on what happens in sexual intimacy, but to then spread this out would be great.

Because I want to express myself fully with words and actions not only my body and to feel so safe to do this. To fully trust another person and love them. And not care what they think of me.

I already feel so much more confident and comfortable, I really can relax and see the difference between who I am and being unconfident.

I used to think Me= not attractive male stereotype = unconfident but this is not true

The idea that you can be yourself even if you are not a "cool boy" naturally and still attract hot women is NOT another feminista lie!!

It sometimes is true. I love sharing my softness with women now, and realize, they have always liked this in me.

I want to find the one who won't judge me, who is HERSELF confident enough to not feel she needs a trophy husband, that everyone else will think is hot.

That I can have my world with her and we can be fully sexually open with each other and also nonsexually open

And can share life togethaaaa

It feels so good, I feel I've been making small insights to this point for a little bit now.

It feels so nice to not think of myself as a victim anymore, and to be accepting and real.

Talking is so easy now and requires no thought, and it is so much more efficient in weeding out mismatches

It feels like everything comes into place. Also I dont think me being MORE sexually confident than I was before this revelation was possible, but actually it is. Because my "sexual self" and myself I can now appreciate as the same person. And to transition in and out of being sexual doesn't require putting on or taking off masks.

You know I always knew morally I was supposed to be myself I'm not an idiot, but I was SO horny and in need of sexual validation, morality was out the window.

I don't think girls can understand the urgency of this in young boys.

But now is now, and I am so soft!!!!!!!