Am i the only one with this fetish? iin?

For many years, I've dealt with a fetish none of you have probably heard or seen of and most picky fetish that you'll ever come across.

I have this strange fetish where if I'm imagining having sex with a shorter female, they have to be older and orgasmic. Meanwhile, if she's taller she has to be younger and silent.

Reason I feel this maybe weird and different is because I rarely find in porn this fitting into my satisfaction (The Taller Female being Silent that is). I have no clue what it is, but for many years I get on with the fact of seeing a shorter male who has sex with a younger taller female having her silent while he is having an orgasm. Maybe that's just a unique thing I've grown up with. Am I alone and nuts on this one?