Am i one of " those guys "
I mad a post a while ago about hanging out with two people who were obnoxious, xenophobic and the kind of people who'd be extremely rude to everyone around them when we were out which got louder when we were drunk but occasionally you'd see the good in them, I did that because I didn't have many friends and was asking if I was being a dick using them like that.
With the girl, we stopped speaking but recently got into a sexual relationship, at the start we said it was just sex, but she's starting to get feelings for me, I don't feel the same yet I don't want to end it.
I was a virgin before, a 23 year old virgin, she's 27, she knew I was a virgin. She's had more experience and wanted to have some fun, teach me things and build my sexual confidence.
We've only had sex twice and she's starting to treat it like the start of a relationship.
I'm up for commitment but just not with her, she met my family and managed to offend every one of them, she's extremely sexist and the list goes on, my first thought was to explain that we should end it explain it's not fair to carry on if we're not on the same wavelength.
But I don't think I will, I was a virgin with no other female friends, didn't think I'd ever stop being ashamed at the fact I had no idea what I was doing in bed, I feel like a complete twat for thinking it but, should I continue? Have next to no friends or opportunities to meet New people and I spend so long thinking I'd be a 40 yo virgin that a part of me just wants to enjoy this, or should I just do what I first thought?