Am i normal to hate my own race?

Am I normal?

I understand I might receive a lot of hate and might be perceived as a racist for this post but I want to write it out anyway.
I am Vietnamese, pureblood, born and raised in Vietnam. I moved to US 4 years ago but make no mistake, I didn't start hating Vietnamese people because of Americans. Frankly, Vietnamese people I have met so far are the most lying, deceitful, manipulative, materialistic, and pathetic people I have ever met my ENTIRE life. Now I have some deceitful Americans but it's really not THAT bad if you are careful. They trick everyone in their lives for personal gains but act like they're God's gifts.
Parenting is terrible. The idea that I owe my parents my existing is heavily stressed in Vietnamese culture and I fucking hate it. So basically you're born with a debt to your parents although you obviously did not sign up for this. They're obsessed with death, their own sickness, and dead relatives. They treat outsiders like goldmines. Tourists are fucked over on a daily basis and usually give in to avoid problems and if they don't, violence might be the result. Yes, they're also very violent. They act like they care about you but they care about your wallet and bank account more. They smile and act friendly towards you but from the inside, they already have kind of tricks to fuck you over for some money. But they fuck over not just outsiders, they do not treat others of their own kin well, they don't treat themselves well, and that's the most important part. they grew up with guilt-tripping, self-serving, manipulative love from their parents. scrutinize vietnamese culture and you will understand how the root of shame affects us all.
I recently was tricked into living with a Vietnamese person not knowing that it's illegal to live there since it's government housing. I moved out immediately but noticed my passport, i20, and SSN card have been lost. That person also has $520 of mine and threatened my status because she is a citizen of US and I am not. She's been dragging other people from her family to the country using fake marriages. Why USA allows these people to come in the country? They don't do nothing from what I witness but receive thousands of dollars a month from the government somehow. Sure, they do some businesses but all of them are under the table and they pay zero taxes.
I hate them so much I don't identify as Vietnamese, I don't care what's on my passport. Because my ancestry is European so I usually say so. I don't use my Vietnamese name, I have a few Vietnamese friends whom I know for a fact that they're good people. They also live in US for a long time. I swear to Gods that I will never return to that country .