Am i normal or not?

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I'm a brazilian guy in my early to mid 20s, no job, living with parents (with Covid-19, that's not such a big deal, but when the pandemic ends...). All my friendships are virtual and it's sheer luck that I have a real life girlfriend who loves me.
I'm socially fucked up. I talk with myself, I have problems with eye contact, I don't swing my arms right when walking, I often stutter when talking, I'm a picky eater, etc.
Even though I was considered a gifted kid just because I started reading at 2 years old, it was obvious that I am a retard: I used to eat non-edible things, I didn't understand the puns said by school kids, my interests and main focus was (and still is) on useless things like old TV logos, my favorite cartoon when I was 11/12 was for toddlers, I was a complete space cadet.
Actually, i'm still sort of a space cadet, with a imagination too fertile for my age; all the characters I create are "Mary Sues" and all the stories have less than zero originality, serving only for the sake of wish fullfillment. Pathetic, don't?
I'm obsessed by 80s music and TV, and instead of liking 80's music because of the lyrics or nostalgia, I like it because of the dated and cheesy production of that time.
I also have a cringy and disgusting fetish, and a possible transgenderity triggered by this gross kink.

To cut a long story short, I am obviously not normal (and, for me, that's bad), but I want to know what others (preferably those who can be considered normal) think.
I don't believe in those "there's no such thing as normal"-like clichés, so please don't give me that.

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  • RoseIsabella
    3 years ago

    Maybe you're on the spectrum?

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    Just look at how many humans there are and how many different ways there are to develop and all the unique aspects of your development up to this point.

    Does it seem normal to have reached where you are now given all the circumstances you've been through?

    You can't change what's happened or what's happening, but you can always prepare, learn new things to integrate, define your priorities, work towards goals

    You're allowed to be quirky, with niche interests that may seem shallow to people who don't understand and you don't owe strangers any explanations.

    Something you can ask yourself that may set you on a path, what do you want? When you start to think about that, you start to rationalize less important things as equally inconsequential; you like 80s aesthetics, if someone has such a problem with that they're probably unstable; you did stupid things when you were younger, if you can't admit that or ridicule it then you're still stupid; you have social stress issues, you will walk away at some point so be cool, calm, and collected when it's necessary to interact with others

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  • have_a_good_day
    3 years ago

    This nigga agrees witchu. It is sheer luck yo ass got a girlfriend. You don't deserve to be loved if you can't even love yoself, fool. That's what's up

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  • litelander8
    3 years ago

    Regardless, get a fucking job.

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