Am i insain? help, please!

For tha longest time i've thought something was wrong with me. I sometimes will catch myself talking to me. I have detailed conversations about things i don't remember afterwards. Sometimes i feel like im extremely special other times i don't know if i even exist. The wierd thing is i still have friends, i party with my friends pretty often, but i always find myself over anylizing every situation when im with them. When im alone i sort of separate myself from the rest of the world. When i go for a ciarette ill catch myself smokein 2 mabey 3 in a row so i can finish the conversation with myself while still smokeing. There are some parts of my life that i repress, but i know i reppress it. i can't remember my secound grade year of school, i know it was horrible, but i don't really remember any of it. Sometimes i ask myself if im crazy, but can i really be crazy if i know im crazy? I find that when i dont understand why something is happening a certain way, ill make up a rediculouse seonario explainin the situation. when the situjtation is resolved i have a feelin that i can't really explain. I'm almost obsessive when it comes to understanding something. even if it makes me have a complex conversation with myself for periods of time ranging from 20 minutes to 3 to 4 hours. theres so much i can't explain. I've lived my entire life from inside my head. sometimes ill do something and not know why until a day later and then it alll makes sence... am i crazy? do i need help? whats wrong with me??

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  • Lol i recognize myself in that, sometimes i wonder about the most stupid things for hours, its just driving me insane sometimes hahahaha but i cant stop myself from doing it because i dont realize it at that moment so yes, its normal

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  • somethingbecomingnothing

    I am the EXACT same way. I have conversations with myself and I really do try to separate myself from other people. I just can't stand people... but ya I always thought I was crazy for that too until I read this [:
    or maybe... were both just crazy in the same way... o.o

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  • psycho_logy

    You are a thinker :) i too am a thinker. Maybe not to this extreme, but maybe pretty close sometimes. I wonder about everything. I analyze everything. I think constantly to myself about everything. I play conversations with me and other people in my head whether they are replaying conversations I've had before or making up possible scenarios. I used to channel this into story making. I was constantly making up stories in my head of what the characters I had made up would do if they were where I was at that time, or experienced what I experience or cool or strange situations. Thinkers! :D and I still have a normal social life. I have grown out of it a little. It is fine as long as you do not feel depressed or if you feel it is hindering your life. If you feel those things it is totally fine to meet with a psychologist, or even if you just want someone to talk to about it all to help you understand yourself better. Good luck!

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  • grumpybarbie

    Tip! Crazy people never question their sanity! Your fine :)

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  • Jacqueline

    How is this NOT normal? Everybody talks to themselves, if thetre was something wrong with you you'd deny it.

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  • yeedawgies

    Yeah, I do that too. It helps me think, same with pacing. I think it's an old myth that "talking to yourself" is equivalent to craziness. Probably everyone does it at some point for their own purposes.

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  • BMXSNEAKERHEAD

    dont worry bro i do the same thing.. your just an introvert living in a extroverts world

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  • funkman

    Advice:

    One, just continue to be yourself. Try not to think that your life should fit in to the same mould as the lives of others, you are an individual and maybe things are happening differently for you for a reason.

    Second, you feel that men are repulsed by you. More likely that belief you have is what is repulsing them, people pick up on vibes. I very much doubt you are so repulsive, find a way to beleive that for yourself.

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  • qwespol

    geez is life that complicated? Although there is a designated place for people like you, it's called an asylum

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  • Zapoix

    Represd memorys

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  • Zapoix

    I wish i could forget about

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  • lololoylalala

    ur just a quiet person, but don't repress stuff, it's like keeping all of your feelings bottled up, which is bad for you!!!

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  • sgbslp

    If you were insane you would think you're ok and everyone else was crazy. I used to do that but I am way to busy now. Get involved in something that has your complete interest and think about that.

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  • IveGotBallsOfSteal

    You're normal, everyone talks to themselves and most even to in excess. You live a normal life. You can't spell for shit though lol.

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  • MisguidedApril

    Haha, don't worry yourself. Are you a genius?
    I'd suggest learning to concentrate on breathing, or just concentrate in general. My lack thereof is the reason for most of my self-coversations. Maybe your mind just gets bored, so you should fill it with fun things to do. That's why I ask if you're a genius - the need for explanations, inability to understand simple ones, over-analysing situations, they're all traits.
    Try really really hard to learn to concentrate, and it'll stop your mind drifting off inside itself. When you find yourself over-analysing things, concentrate on your breathing.

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