Am i going to hell?
Just recently, I had a dream that my mother was cheating on my father with a man who went to church. At first I thought they were just friends, but then later my mom tells me he wants to marry him. I became angry at her, saying to her, "What about my dad!?" She ignored me and said that I was going with her to live with the church-going man, who for some reason I knew he was lying about most of his life and for some reason I just plain didn't like him. After that I got to talk with the church-going man alone and out of nowhere I take out a gun and kill him.
When I woke up I started crying, mostly thinking about my dad who takes much medication because his hand got really messed up in a accident and has told me at least twice of commiting suicide. Then after that I started to realize that during the whole dream I was thinking, "he goes to church".
I don't go to church, I never liked the idea either, If god is so great, then why do we need to go to church to worship him? Isn't god everywhere?
But the whole point is, this isn't the last time I had a similar dream, just a couple months ago I had a dream where this red devil was suddenly appearing all over the place in my school. I was aware it was a dream, so I closed my eyes and started thinking, "He's not really there..He's not really there.." and he dissapeared but then my imagination went crazy and he started to come out again. After that I heard a ugly screech and woke up.
And even before that dream, I had a dream that my friend showed me this notebook, he said, "hey..it has a face on it" and when I took a look, I suddenly felt a electrical like shock as I saw the evil face.
Thankfully, the time between these dreams is months, so they are not in a course of 3 nights. But I am just worried, Am I going to Hell? I am really worried now, lately dreams like this don't come often now a days, but I am still worried. Is this Normal?