Am i going to hell?

Just recently, I had a dream that my mother was cheating on my father with a man who went to church. At first I thought they were just friends, but then later my mom tells me he wants to marry him. I became angry at her, saying to her, "What about my dad!?" She ignored me and said that I was going with her to live with the church-going man, who for some reason I knew he was lying about most of his life and for some reason I just plain didn't like him. After that I got to talk with the church-going man alone and out of nowhere I take out a gun and kill him.

When I woke up I started crying, mostly thinking about my dad who takes much medication because his hand got really messed up in a accident and has told me at least twice of commiting suicide. Then after that I started to realize that during the whole dream I was thinking, "he goes to church".

I don't go to church, I never liked the idea either, If god is so great, then why do we need to go to church to worship him? Isn't god everywhere?

But the whole point is, this isn't the last time I had a similar dream, just a couple months ago I had a dream where this red devil was suddenly appearing all over the place in my school. I was aware it was a dream, so I closed my eyes and started thinking, "He's not really there..He's not really there.." and he dissapeared but then my imagination went crazy and he started to come out again. After that I heard a ugly screech and woke up.

And even before that dream, I had a dream that my friend showed me this notebook, he said, "hey..it has a face on it" and when I took a look, I suddenly felt a electrical like shock as I saw the evil face.

Thankfully, the time between these dreams is months, so they are not in a course of 3 nights. But I am just worried, Am I going to Hell? I am really worried now, lately dreams like this don't come often now a days, but I am still worried. Is this Normal?

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Based on 55 votes (27 yes)
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Comments ( 19 )
  • kellstar

    Dreams r just dreams. If u want to know the meaning of a dream google it in a dream website, u will probably find that it has nothing to do with hell or the devil. Please stop worrying as life is ment to b enjoyed and u can't enjoy it if u r scared all the time

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  • casualcrow

    Truthfully, all this bible stuff is just bullshit (excuse my language). You are a perfect example of what the first writers meant to lure in with their hate and fear. Please just do yourself a favor and live life as it is. Make friends, get a bf/gf and be happy.

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  • CountessCoolout

    You're not "going" to Hell; Hell is a state of mind simply without the judeochristian god in it, or at least that's what the bible says till you get wayyyy into the NT and it becomes fire and brimstone. But isn't it just a dream?

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  • yayasaga

    Maybe talking to your parents about it, just saying them out loud and voicing your concern will probably make you feel better. Please don't worry I'm sure you're okay and not going to hell. And yes god is everywhere and you do not need to go to church to pray or worship him or whatever.

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  • I didn't read any of that shit and I can tell you're gonna burn eternally.

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    • Datafox

      Well, you too

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    • thoughtfulopt29

      dam your one fucked up dude!

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  • ifjdks

    Yes there is a hell.

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  • Ellenna

    They're just dreams, OK? Stop worrying about hell and the devil and god because none of them exist

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  • FreakyKing2

    Hell doesnt exist you fucktards

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  • ZOR69

    Hell is actually just the grave, so we are all going there someday. Nothing to worry about, for there is no torture or fire in the grave. I don't believe there is a real Devil either. It is just a figment of the imagination, like Santa and the Tooth Fairy. If you ever want to get scared silly (or stupid), just go to a Baptist revival meeting. Don't worry so much about dreams. Dreams are not real either. If I believed my dreams were real, I'd f***ing go nuts. Oops, too late, lol.

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  • theflyinglobster

    Just think to yourself, "if I were to die right now, where would I go?" if you get the crap scared out of you thinking about it, do something. ignorance is only bliss until you're caught unprepared and someone/something smarter than you screws you over.

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  • TieDiedSuperstar

    I don't think you're going to be eternally damned - not unless the rest of us are too. I wish I could talk to you about this - why don't you talk it over with a friend or two? It's an interesting story and it might help to talk about it. Unless your friends are evil.

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  • xxEmoxPandaxx

    ^^^ yes you can do something about it okay? If you do drugs or cuss a lot just remember that. Just go to church with some friends. I'm just trying to help you.

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  • FinDuMonde

    Yeah, it sounds pretty much like you are gonna go to Hell! Not much you can do about it, either.

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  • Pen-island

    Alright I had a dream like yours about my dad, when I woke up I was so fucking pissed.

    And those other dreams aren't normal.

    I honestly think you should try to seek for God, read the bible. Things like that. You don't have to go to church if you don't want to, I don't really like it either. And there's a huge difference between Catholicism and Christianity.

    Christianity is a freedom.

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  • ^^^ What the hell?? Hell is real. Now I'm not gonna push you into being a Christian cuz I hate people who are like that.
    But I am a Lutheran girl and i don't think your damned to hell because of that at all! Pray to god for forgiveness. And he will forgive you all of your sins and forget about them.

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  • bones

    I'm a firm believer in God and it sounds like the devil is attacking you. Pray and ask God to deliver you from these dreams. Try finding a Pentecostal Church. You may like it. We gather to worship together because the scripture says "when two or three are gathered in my name, I will be there." ( cant remember the correct wording ATM, sorry.)

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  • starkmanfan28

    Um you might be getting possessed. Pray a hail Mary next time you wake up from a dream like that. I don't want to sound like a bible pusher but just do it. In case you don't know the hail Mary it's: "hail Mary full of grace the lord is with thee blessed are thou amongst women and blessed is the frut of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary mother of God pray for our sinners now and at the hour of death. Amen"
    It reminds Satan of the only person he ever failed on.

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