Am i going crazy

I find my self always forgetting what i do, example: i will remember pointless things like where every object in my bedroom is placed, yet at the same time i will forget things that i have done, i only briefly remember my childhood and put together a story from family pictures and i forget to call or contact people, its like out of sight out of mind.

Now for the Crazy Genius part, I always find myself drawing new inventions, from aircraft, to weapons, i find my self always improving what i have to make it work harder faster and better. And even to go as far out as new un thought of ways to harness energy.

I am detached from people and apart from immediate family i find my self unable to connect with anyone. Friends i have, but close friends?

I never discuss my feelings, and for some reason can easily switch off all my emotion.

What do you think?

Am i destined to be a slightly unhinged genius in my secret laboratory, or is there hope of me leading an average life.

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Based on 33 votes (19 yes)
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Comments ( 11 )
  • rico30

    Use your brilliance to go chase some girls around...seriously

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  • apple

    If you want to say what you feel see your self saying what you want to say and just do it. It takes time don't beet yourself up. ok?

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  • roadrunnerxo

    I like to be alone too. I don't like people tweeking my things without my knowing it and really like to keep to a routine, my schedule (routine) wouldnt be the same if everyone else had a say in what went on ha. I think you abnormality is a good thing, as long as your happy, and yes I believe there's always hope! So I think youll be able to live a "normal" life! You probably have awesome stuff!

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  • pastlr

    it's normal, it's probably what happens when u got no friends. but then again, who'd in their right state of mind would dedicate time to some stranger.

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  • KindnessFriendship

    Oh!you could improve the world with your inventions!Family is most important but you might just make something that could be very helpful!Keep up the good work and try to make some new friends!

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  • arrowhead

    i forget a LOT! like seriously dangerous.i couldn't take notes during lecture. i was writing down half of the sentence, and just go blank. like what was he saying? my notes suck.

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  • a real genius never commends himself you sound like a foolish kid who thinks he is smart but sorry to say you are probably average if not stupid

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    • I do not commend my self, and believe me i am no foolish kid. I do not see my self as smart, i just see my self doing and thinking like no one else around me.

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  • Well we know where you priorties lye. Hey you sound like a smart kid that has his priorties mixed up.

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    • Don't get me wrong what you are doing is great but dont ever block out your friends and family because it reality they are what matter the most.

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      • Thanks for your advice, I am close to my immediate family, but i have to always keep a part of me secret. Its like my whole life is fake and a lie.

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