Am i gay? what should i do?
Lately I started noticing something that I find strange. I am only ever really completely turned on when it's two guys going at it. I think it's so sexy. I then image what it would be like to "take" a man. I think it would feel so fantastic, and want to try it at least once. I'm totally fine with being gay. But there's only one other problem. I'm a girl, and I enjoy being a girl. I only want to be a man during sex sometimes.
I'm not sure if this is just me over glorifying it, or a cause of me being a Sadist. I think that you can't ever dominate someone when you're dependent on them pleasing you during sex.
I know I don't want a sex change because I like being with a guy like that. And I know I'm not lesbian because I hate a majority of women. But a strap on won't work either because I want to FEEL it. I know this isn't normal, but does anyone have any ideas?