Am i crazy?
I am 40, all my life I never cared about 50 and above aged women. But all of a sudden When a couple of months ago We went up to my mother in laws and stayed with her for a week, I realized she had a special appeal to her. She was a very pretty girl in her youth and now at 62 she still has that lost touch once in a while. Makes me get very stiff thinking about it and looking at her, especially when she and i talk all alone in the "Tea Lounge". I want her sometimes so bad. she probably knows about it but hasn't said or done anything to prove it so. she does enjoy a little "play" i have noticed.
Am I nuts?