Am i bipolar?
I was reading an article about people having mental issues and what the signs are...one of them was how your mood instantly changes in an unhealthy way. I noticed my mood changes a lot. I can go from not feeling something to being so enthusiastic about it. I can get really down and depressed then I'm super gitty and happy. It's really annoying especially when it gets you confused about how you truly feel for something. For example, my new job. It's not something I want to do but I have to do it cause I need a job. The job itself is not appealing to me but so far, my coworkers, the environment, the job's benefits and all are great so I think just be grateful and do it. So sometimes I'm up for it and ready to work but then sometimes in the day I get so negative and feel like looking for something else. I am so convinced that I should leave but then later, I'm convinced I'm in the right place. This happens a lot with other stuff, too. I'm just so convinced about how I feel about that certain thing but then it changes to the opposite later. It's unproductive and getting in the way of life. I wanna know how do I stay at one place and consistently? It's almost like yo-yo dieting and I need to just do something sustainable. Am I bipolar? Regardless, how do I improve this? Thanks.