Am i being over emotional and selfish?
So I don't know if I'm being a brat, but my older brother gets everything he wants. We went on a holiday 2 years ago and he decided not to go with, so my parents bought him a playstation 3. I do play on it too, but only because I have dreams of going pro but my parents don't want to buy me one too. A year ago my tv broke, it was a 32", and he has a 50" and his own DSTV Explora (South African version of cable, I think) A few months ago my mother bought him an Alien Ware laptop, worth R30 000, because his laptop broke. I have been begging my parents for a new TV, my own PS3, because gaming is the only thing that makes me feel alive (I'm manic depressive). I find myself crying most days, I feel really unloved, I try to talk to my parents but they are so uninterested, but wait until my brother says something, then he shits goldbricks for them. Am I normal?