Am i an abnormal person to have sexual thoughts about my step mom ?

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I have had many wet dreams about having sex with my step mother. Not that she is hot, but she does reveal quite a bit of her body in the sense that she would change her clothing in front of me, like pull out the panties from under her skirt and walk around in her negligee without panties. All this happened till when I was 13 years old. Sort of got stuck in my memory. In return, I love to feel her thighs when she was sleeping, maybe pull the dress up a little and watch. Sometimes I lie down next to her and feel her warmth. One such instance, she lifted her lower body and let me slide in and put her legs on top of me for a little while. THAT was the hottest moment for me. Ever since, I have dreamed of sexual fantasies with her. I could not control my sexual feelings towards her.

One time we were in a relatives' house and I happened to sleep next to her. I was so wanting that. I woke up in the night and my mind went crazy. I opened my zip and let my penis to touch her butt over the clothes and it was so heavenly. Then I pressed her butt closer to my penis, at that time, she too rolled over on her back and now I was touching her pelvis with my penis, could not control the excitement and grabbed her breasts. THAT she did not like or maybe she woke up and just turned over facing away from me. After a while, I continued pressing my penis to her butt and finally even ejaculated out of sheer excitement. I cannot ever forget these events in my life.

Now, I am older and have gotten over it. But at that age, it was like that till I moved out of my parents' house when I was 26 years old.

Am I crazy ?
Should I rot in hell ?

We all Would have done it too 373
Are you Crazy ??? 36
Read the Bible 22
Go to hell !!!! 10
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  • Ihadtomakeyetanotheraccountffs
    12 years ago

    And now I have a boner.

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    • Outsider21
      9 years ago

      Don't post stuff like this on this story. After reading the story over fully, I can see that the OP's Mom did some inappropriate stuff with him like changing in front of him and letting him feel her up. It seems like it has caused him to question why he has these sexual urges for his mother and has made the OP think he is crazy and is even asking if he deserves to go to hell. Seriously, the poor guy is asking a legitimate question here about something that has probably effected the rest of his life and you go on here and post this?

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  • Outsider21
    9 years ago

    This is definitely not typical in any way. It sounds like your mother was quite inappropriate with you and this probably effected you in causing you to become sexually attracted to her. It wasn't normal. However, neither were your circumstances. Most mothers don't behave like that, changing in front of their 13 year old sons, that's just completely and utterly inappropriate. I voted normal, not because anything in this post is normal, but because nothing in here makes you as a person abnormal. Your mother was extremely inappropriate changing in front of you and allowing you to feel her thighs and in turn you developed this sexual attraction to your Mom. Freud and other theorists would say that men naturally have an UNCONSCIOUS sexual drive to their mothers. However, in a normal household this remains unconscious because mothers normally do not get all touchy feely with their sons. That is not appropriate or normal at all. You as a person are probably no different than any other man, you were just brought up with a mother who acted very inappropriately with you.

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  • flyingnostalgia
    8 years ago

    you are nasty

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  • The_Godfather
    9 years ago

    LOL.. and here I thought only I was crazy. Dude, I have even done that already. And believe me, its really really great. Go for it without any thought.

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  • s_l
    12 years ago

    Nah !! Actually she moved out when I was 22 and I moved out when I was 26. Thanks for the 6 votes though who have said that they would have done the same thing.

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  • assdfghjkl
    12 years ago

    yuuck ... lol @ you moving out when you were 26 !

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