Am i a strange guy?
I'm 20. Have never asked a girl out, never given much a shit about anything, and I only have a few friends that I don't like to hang out with. When I was a kid I was a science nerd and did not like to talk to people. As I got older I lost interest in science and all that and just became a loner. The people I hung out with were I guess what you would call "white trash", "douchebags", "jackasses", that sort of thing. When I was around 16-17 I was involved in a number of burglaries but I gave up on those stupid activities after I nearly got caught. I never really joined any clubs or teams or social shit in high school and mostly just kept to myself or occasionally my circles of weird friends. When I was 18 I went off to a university 2 hrs away from my house. Didn't really talk to anybody but this one decent looking chick, some fucked up dude who would cut himself and a bullriding dude I knew from high school (I had a room mate who didn't speak english but didn't seem to give a shit about me anyway). I left after four months after getting pretty decent grades but making zero new friends and moved back home where I have lived for just over a year now taking community college classes on and off and working part time. I'm a tall, skinny quiet bastard. My family doesn't have the remotest idea about my life. Never had a full time job, never kissed a girl, never screwed a girl. I don't hang out with other people because I'm not like other people. I don't care about sports, video games, books or most shit. I just sit most days thinking about how fucking weird my life has been. I really don't even think this post conveyed it that well, its that fucking weird. Any thoughts? Normal or not?