Am i a freak?

ok so i have fantisies of being raped and men being aggresive towards me when i was with my ex i loved him pinning me down and i would tell him no to sex but i ment yes i wanted him to be forcful i was to ashamed to tell him how i felt but i would love someone to be brutal and rape me. i recently been on rape porn sites and its such a turn on does this make me a freak? or do other people get turned on by the thought of some one abusing you? please tell me if i am weird i am worried x

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  • soz 2 say yea but yes that does make u a freak

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  • housecat

    Use a "safeword"

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  • Hemorrhoid

    what porn site?? leave us the link.

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  • No, your normal but in a fucked up way. In your fantasies, you like the thrill of pretty much being owned and abused but you ALWAYS have a sence of control. You would not like it if some greesy, dirty homeless guy shattered your window and raped you.

    Its all controlled so far because you were with a caring boyfriend. Trust me, it's not the same.

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  • donkey

    I have the same fetish hun its normal, I think lol

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  • awifewhohatessexandwantshelp

    It's totally normal and it does it for me too

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  • There is nothing wrong with this as long as its just btween you and your partner. You should look on the net for BD&SM because what you want to do borders on this as well. There are certain ways to do this safely. You should be able to tell your partner this and you will have a better time if yous are both on the same page

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  • Quadmaster

    I guess that is normal every individual has their own sexual desires. I would be careful with this though; What if one of these days you and your new boyfriend are playing this game, and you tell him "no" and you really mean it, and he continues thinking no means yes?

    This is a dangerous game to be playing in my opinion.

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  • cpg123

    its normal just a fetish

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  • imrighturwrong

    I wouldn't say ur weird alot of people fantasize about it but if you wanted it to happen by some random stranger then I'd be worried.

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