Am i a freak?
ok so i have fantisies of being raped and men being aggresive towards me when i was with my ex i loved him pinning me down and i would tell him no to sex but i ment yes i wanted him to be forcful i was to ashamed to tell him how i felt but i would love someone to be brutal and rape me. i recently been on rape porn sites and its such a turn on does this make me a freak? or do other people get turned on by the thought of some one abusing you? please tell me if i am weird i am worried x