Am i a bad person?

you are not a bad person , bad people hurt others

your not a bad person you needs to sitk to the natural shit like mushrooms and weed dog get off meth and crack

I have worked with people with addictions for decades. Addictions have behavioral side affects that are harmful to relationships. Saying that you are bad is not helpful but you are reaching out for help. Good for you! Eventually your teeth start to fall out, you develop health issues and relationships fail because the average addict doesn't want anyone to know about their stuff. You're on the right track. I think you know what to do now.
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This is normal, it's called being a drug addict. The first step is admitting it to yourself and the next is wanting to actually get help for your self. Even though these behaviors are not happening as often ask they used to, you still haven't addressed your issues related to this abuse. Please get some help. Aka program and a sponsor

No way are you a bad person but what on earth happened to you before you were twelve to make you do ALL that stuff? Do you have ADHD is that why you have the need to do drugs to be focused at work. I seriously hope you used protection having sex at such a young age, I also hope for your sake you didn't have too many partners or sex with people who wanted to take advantage of you. You actually sound like a really good person who at some stage when very young suffered some form of trauma. I hope that if that is in fact correct that you have sort some help in dealing with whatever happened? How on earth did you get access to all the drugs were they already present in your upbringing. I wish you well :)

Your not bad at all, your just an addict. You need to go to rehab dude, problem solved! But dont think you're bad person, cause you're not!

Just saying how the fuck does a twelve year old get the money or identification for drugs

Drugs/alcohol are a form of escapism for the abuser, a troubled past or present can explain these behaviours. Your not a bad person because your punishing yourself and not intentionally punishing others. Some people have an addictive personality which may explain the many different dependencies you've had. You seem like a very focused and intellegent person, you may need help to get yourself off of drugs completely.

Doing drugs doesn't make you a bad person. Unless it starts controlling your life and it hurts others in the process.

You're only hurting yourself so it depends what you mean bad person and i find it hard to believe you did that all at age 12

You're not a bad person. Though I would try and see if you can swap out the illegal drugs with another more positive activity thought. It's at least worth experimenting with other activities like exercise, yoga, art, etc. To see if you have other options. Also if you need stimulants to focus you should look into whether you have adhd.

You're not necessarily a "bad person," but using illegal drugs can have all sorts of consequences such as getting fired from your job and going to jail.