All of a sudden, i'm drunk every day!!
I don't know why, but all of a sudden I started getting drunk every single day!! Nothing has happened in my life, I'm not stressed or anything like that. I don't even enjoy being drunk, in fact I hate it and I hate myself every day for doing it but I can't stop!! I always stay home and do it so it's not an issue of going out or being with friends or anything.
I started about a month and a half ago. Since day 1, I have drank about a half liter of vodka a day every day. I usually start around 1 in the afternoon and am done about 6, pass out for about 2-3 hrs and wake up feeling fine-not drunk anymore and no hangover.
I don't know why I am doing this and it's frustrating!! I never had a drinking habit, in fact I've gone very long periods without drinking even one single drink and I NEVER missed not drinking or ever thought about drinking during those periods. I never ever got a desire even to drink, any time I drank it was just circumstance usually. Now all of a sudden I am consumed with drinking so much every single day. WTF??
Anyone else have this happen?